The Obvious Climate Change of human mental health

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‎Iߦm glad more people are getting it. I just hope itߦs not too late. The problem is, itߦs people with more cushion who set the tone for the entire system. So, it doesnߦt matter if the clear signs and symptoms are there that others are being maimed, if too many people live with enough cushion, theyߦre not going to rise until it hits them directly. People didnߦt rise when their own family and neighbors child was/is abused. Even though many people have been getting maimed for a long time, imprisoned for no good reason, most people created what we have today, helped those in ߦpowerߦ, Corps and banksters get where they are.
The people Iߦve been surrounded by ߦgrowing upߦ had No problem just having jobs and staying small and passing their cowardess onto the vulnerable. No one I knew ever cared about living to their full potential, being smarter, more educated, knowledgeable or just plain fitter. Due to feeling my health being destroyed before I was 8 at ߦhomeߦ and everyone around acting like it was ߦnormalߦ, I always felt the yearning to be more, to be heathy. To simply live as any person is meant to. The fact that that was not the norm when I was ߦgrowing upߦ is why the country is where it is today. The signs of Climate Change were right in front of people and they accepted it like the frog in the gradually boiling water.
 I was not just sold out and abused when I was a child/teen/young adult but for my entire life. The so-called ߦfamilyߦ and ߦneighborsߦ start the ball rolling and the rest of society keeps it going from there. Itߦs very basic. Any time my body, not me, tried speaking about it throughout my life the response was always the same. I was the problem for not being able to ߦget over itߦ or what it really came down to was NATURE is the problem for not allowing itself to be gotten over on. How dare you, your body, the earth, physics give the Abusers real feedback and not allow them to not rectify a situation and get away with it.
 Iߦve said it before and I will continue saying it.
ߦFamilyߦ and ߦneighborsߦ are the enemy. It was right there in front of everyoneߦs face. People were/are out of sync with the healthy rhythm of nature and created chaos and trauma and called it normal. This is the scaled down, ߦfamilyߦ version of the Corporations raping the environment for ߦprofitߦ. Those who should care and protect you more than anyone sold you out.
 This is a no brainer. The same thing thatߦs being done to the ‎earth is being done to the most vulnerable and children. It canߦt NOT happen under Capitalism because Capitalism is itself, cancer, anti nature, taking and no giving especially of the most vulnerable.
 The ߦfamilyߦ is just a scaled down version of preying upon the unsuspecting. ߦParentsߦ, just like any worker, is forced to abuse the vulnerable or stand up to the corrupt system. What are most people going to ߦchoose?ߦ
‎Health Must be destroyed under addiction, junkie Corporate Capitalism along with the environment. We cannot pollute the environment to the degree itߦs been pillaged without also destroying health, arresting development, ߦparentsߦ using their own children for their emotional/physical needs instead of the other way around, creating debt people.
 All people around me did when I was very young and even when I was older is use me for their own needs at my expense. Health is people, adults, REAL adults, being there FOR the young. That does not exist like it used to, if it ever did. It was ALL about them. People were/are completely detached from the REAL COST. People around me, so-called family and neighbors engage in behaviors that cause great harm to my health then condemn me when my body responded with accurate feedback. This is totally Orwellian. This is All my life. Itߦs not just the Powers That Be creating an Alt Reality, Alt Facts. I lived around people my entire life, met people all my life who live in their own made up ߦmathߦ. Who takes the time to look at the reality or does the math? Most people donߦt look close enough. Theyߦre more invested in covering up. This is how Capitalism has conditioned people to function. itߦs the opposite of the way Nature works, itߦs very basic and very Real. What people did or said was not the same as what my body felt and knew. I was the one left with the pain, the harm, the compromised health, the looted energy. ߦFamilyߦ and ߦneighborsߦ are just like the banks and Wall st. They ROB your resources. They canߦt not, like I said. Itߦs physically impossible for it to not happen if thatߦs the way the system functions and is only getting worse. The Sociopaths need someone to inherit the bill, the pollution just like the planet.
 They chanted yesterday at the spontaneous Standing Rock gathering at Foley Square, Water is Life. We need clean water and clean air to live. I never hear people talk about needing clean people. How can we live without Clean People? Clean, rational people to turn to when in need. Thatߦs the REAL bank account, Nature, health, what people have been collectively contributing to the destruction of except for a small minority of  people. 
 If most people are Dirty, polluted, sell outs then, thatߦs it. More dirty people than clean people means more dirty people water and air than clean.
 The corrupt ߦfamilyߦ system doesnߦt get nearly the ߦcreditߦ it deserves of contributing to the imperialistic, addicted, sociopath, destroy- nature and justice for fake $, system that has so much momentum today.
 If weߦre always looking at the larger scale, cummulative problems and not looking at the more scaled down, in your face, ones, the problems will continue endlessly.
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ߦHuman Rights Violation
Posted on by CatAprilWatters
What I feel happening, is that the more I focus on and practice health, how nature works the more sickness I feel like I'm ‎confronted with. We should atleast have a given them the chance to exercise their rights.
 Like the quote by George Orwell speaking Truth is a revolutionary act. The healthier, fitter, more just a person is, (which, in the level of corruption and pollution weߦre living in, doesnߦt take much), the more they will be retaliated against and made to be the ߦterroristߦ.
 
 I constantly feel that all I need to know about this country I experienced in my house and neighborhood as a kid trying to grow up. Itߦs really Quite Simple that if those around you who should be protecting you and having your back more than anyone are, instead the ones using their position to slack off, do an unacceptable job and take advantage of your vulnerable position then, neighbors and relatives also donߦt step up and give you the basic teaching, attention and support you require and Instead, make excuses for the slacker parents and tell you that you have to feel sorry for them because they werenߦt treated right so they could treat you right,,  ‎this is Criminal behavior right in your face. Plain and simple.
 There is nothing else I need to know, my body needs to know.
 This tells me all I need to know about the country we are living in. If this is ߦfamilyߦ and ߦneighborsߦ then what is the rest of the country like? People think that thereߦs room for slacking off, that thereߦs ߦcushionߦ and some never ending blank check from nature that they can pillage and plunder with no consequences.
 There is NO room for slacking when youߦre a parent. Period.
 Itߦs one thing for Corps and ߦgovߦ to sell you out to $ ߦprofitߦ but when ߦparentsߦ and ߦneighborsߦ are helping, this is a sign of severe Environmental crisis. When itߦs right in front of people and they donߦt see it, something is really wrong. When the ߦfamilyߦ system has been reduced to people who have functioning reproductive organs and thatߦs it and ߦneighborsߦ donߦt step in and give a child the basic teaching of what is needed to thrive in the world, there is only one conclusion to draw, those around you are the enemy. And when you fear that admitting that truth to yourself leaves you in a dilemna because youߦre screwed if you acknowledge it and youߦre screwed if you donߦt. Thatߦs Debt.
 When we are in an energy shortage where we are forced to ߦdonateߦ some if not most or all of our energy and resources to ߦparentsߦ to maintain the -llusion that there is really someone there for us because admitting that there isnߦt is just too painful, is due to the Debt inherited by the Corp $ first system at our expense. And we are being recruited to participate on screwing ourselves to hold onto and prop up ߦfamilyߦ to keep the illusion going.
 Not to mention the fact that we are ߦbailing outߦ people who have not apologized, taken responsibility and are taking steps to remedy the situation. So, we are being set up to endlessly fund people who are feeding off our energy and Like it!
 This is what happened to me early on. ߦParentsߦ were not acknowledging the unacceptable job they were doing at apologizing and taking steps in a healthier direction. I was being conditioned by neighbors also, to constantly Bail out‎ people who would continue plundering, continue leaching off you.
 The system was severly backwards in the early 70ߦs when I was a kid and itߦs even worse today.
 The signs and symptoms of what this country is today weߦre right in everyoneߦs face right there in the ߦfamilyߦ and neighborhood but, people were/are simply not fit enough, adult enough to see it and respond. This is due precisely to the Environmental/Health crisis being done to the ߦfamilyߦ and society.
 Today we have police, judges, ߦcorrectionߦ officers, just about anyone, joining in on the pillaging, like ߦparentsߦ, feeding off the vulnerable instead of teaching, supporting, raising and loving. This is sickness beyond comprehension.
 The ߦfamilyߦ is the micro of the macro. When people donߦt see and change whatߦs right in front of them and they allow it to continue, then they are children and not real adults who should be reproducing.
 All to suck the life out of the most vulnerable, like human fracking, to feed the Sociopath Corps.
 The people created what we have today. Leading unconscious, unfit, destruction of nature and health lives.

ߦHow U.S. Torture Left a Legacy of Damaged Minds.ߦ by the NY Times

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There is no room for the vulnerable or innocent in this world. The innocent are too busy being used by the arrogant and shameless as the garbage dump the same way the earth has been used and discarded by capitalism. If more people who do the polluting donߦt come to see this, or those being polluted donߦt confront the polluters and hold them to account, we are finished. The $ system is on a collision course with nature and health. The 2 cannot co exist and itߦs only a matter of time that the scale tips too far.
 One of these days soon, I hope to get the courage up to make a video/audio blog post instead of writing them. The vulnerable, wounded, polluted do not get heard. I do not get big views on my videos on youtube, I do not get large hits on most social media that I put out.
 Because we live in a society where people support those who are already winning, getting the attention and recognition. People do not support those who need it the most. Itߦs too much work. Theyߦre too busy polluting and ignoring them rather than help turn things around for them. The attitude of ߦdonߦt be a victimߦ, even if you have legitimately been victimized, is prevalent in this country. Thereߦs nothing worse than being seen as a victim. People will victimize you more.
 Itߦs not until, if ever, you get some attention, someone somewhere recognizes and brings light to your plight, and that usually doesnߦt happen unless itߦs happening to many others.
 Getting the ball rolling in the hardest part. Getting the leverage to the most violated is the hardest part. Itߦs ALL about the math. That proves that there is No reserve in this country. That there are More people IN on it than there are people already there as ߦrespondersߦ. That means that we have to mobilize people who should already BE mobilized, like neutrophils, ready to respond immediately. If we have to motivate and jump start those we need to be there already, it shows that there are more people who are a part of the problem than there are fit people to deal with the problems. Weߦve created a human ߦfloodߦ and many vulnerable are drowning and being sacrificed.
 In an article in the NY Times by reporter James Risen, ߦHow U.S. Torture Left a Legacy of Damaged Minds.ߦ It found at least half of the 39 detainees who went through the CIA’s so-called enhanced interrogation program have later shown mental health problems—some have been diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder, paranoia, depression or psychosis. The detainees were subjected to torture techniques such as severe sleep deprivation, waterboarding, mock execution, sexual violations and confinement in coffin-like boxes in secret CIA prisons and at Guantánamo.
 Iߦm excited to see the issue being brought to light more but, at the same time puzzled. Is it really that difficult to figure out that torturing people will leave lasting harm? I mean, really?
 In an interview with Amy Goodman James Risen spoke about how one source told him he thought that there were 65 to 70 percent of the people who had been tortured were suffering some kind of problems. ߦAnd then I talked to someone else, and I asked them about that, and they said, ߦNo, no, it’s all of them. All of them have some kind of problem. We found that the pattern and the evidence of severe psychological problems is very strikingߦ.
James Risen said, ߦThey were based on the techniques that had been used by North Korea and North Vietnam in previous wars. What the United States was using, were some of the worst techniques that had ever been used to try to break people. You’ve got to remember that these techniques were designed to break people psychologically. And that’s what we found, is that we broke people psychologically. And originally, the Justice Department had approved these methods in the Bush administration by saying that there would be no long-term physical or psychological harm to the people. But what we’ve found is that that’s not true. There has been long-term psychological harm. The only problem is the United States government never went back to check; after saying and assuring itself that there would be no harm, they never went back to check.Now, most of the patients who suffered these pains are either at the mental hospitals or in their homes in need of some one to look after them.ߦ

 

The methods used by many ߦparentsߦ I will call, Advanced ߦParentingߦ techniques, is the same. Iߦve read plenty of books on abusive parenting and how the same punishment is used, the idea is to Break a childߦs will, to break their spirit. How is that not being spoken about? The lasting effects of many of the ߦnormalizedߦ abusive ߦparentingߦ methods many people, except those is was being done to, are whatߦs led us to the kind of society we have today. The abuse gets passed on not just in the family system but, at work. People seek power positions to pass on their abuse to subordinates like what was done to them.

James Risen also said, ߦThe torture he endured is really hard—hard to hear from him. Referring to another prisoner the CIA picked up in Somalia, Suleiman Abdullah Salim of Tanzania. ߦThat was, to me, the hardest part of doing this, was actually hear the person that the CIA had tortured describe the torture that they had endured. You know, many of us have read about this torture in the Senate torture report or in the newspapers, but to actually hear someone and sit with someone who had to endure this is a very difficult process to go through.ߦ

SULEIMAN ABDULLAH SALIM: Every time I think of prison, flashback come. I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I can’t smell. Flashback come. Flashback come many time, you know. So much it make you crazy. I’m in so much pain. I don’t understand anything. I have headache. Too much headache. I want to vomit. I’m innocent. Why they beat like that?

Iߦve tried telling people of my pain all my life and get met with minimization, not taking it seriously and telling me to ߦGet over itߦ.

 
 Itߦs like the the cigarette companies saying that cigarettes donߦt cause cancer. Whereߦs the common sense? The depression, PTSD, the lethargy, the terror, the physical wounds and bruises, the temperature extremes, the near drowning doesnߦt leave lasting harm?? Who believes that?
I‎tߦs the same mentality Iߦve been pointing out since the early 70ߦs about the abusive ߦfamilyߦ. Itߦs literally the same attitudes Iߦve been trying to get people to look at for decades about how corporal punishment and abuse are ߦgoodߦ for children.
 
WE NEED TO LOOK AT THE LASTING EFFECTS OF OUR ABUSIVE PARENTING METHODS. Who has checked for that?
 
Abuse leaves real, lasting physical and emotional scars that do not just go away. Especially when itߦs a child and the parent is the abuser. There is no escape, no cushion. Itߦs the same damage being done. Children can be traumatized much easier than adults.
 Iߦve literally been trying for decades to speak out about the harmful environment I had to endure living in as a young child that everyone around me minimized and didnߦt take seriously yet, the body tells a different tale. The changes and shifts taking place in my body were real. The darkness I fell into at the age of 8 when I felt myself die inside. I could physically feel myself dying I could feel a dark ߦentityߦ swallow me and there was no one to turn to. Everyone was in on it. It was ߦnormalߦ‎ just like all the abuse happening all over this country and the world today.
 Itߦs a polluting world where people just continue dumping their abuse and emotional pollution on the innocent and the earth until thereߦs no place and no one left that has not been completely polluted. Like the entire country of Vietnam is just about completely covered with bombs and explosives. This is what the Corporations are going for and many people are helping them for fake $.
 Itߦs those with the least amount of self worth and esteem who will be easily influenced and allow themselves to be weaponized and used against an innocent person. This is how clear it is that itߦs the destruction of the development and cultivation of nature /health that is more valuable than $. Money cannot buy you your development when itߦs being used for the exact opposite. $ works for the opposite of maturity, responsibility, morality, humanity and critical thinking. $ works for and is run by Sociopaths to perpetuate the destruction of our health and the planet and the people whoߦs development has been effected will use their arrested judgement to put the fake $ first and join in on the polluting.
 In the interview with James Risen, a former Military Psychiatrist, Dr. Stephen Xenakis: ߦWell, I found that many—the ones that I’m asked to evaluate, that many, if not all, of them are still suffering with the consequences of what they had been subjected to. They have all the symptoms that we commonly attribute to post-traumatic stress disorder, depression, anxiety. They have nightmares. —anything can trigger them. They just feel lost sometimes in their world. They have problems getting adjusted. It has significantly affected their lives.
 The video shows Khaled Al-Sharif who now runs a prison in Tripoli, where his prison mate, Salih al-Daeiki, became the head interrogator.
[translated]. ߦThe prison was created after the revolution by government decree. And I was appointed by the government to run the place. It’s a strange paradox that a man finds himself in places he didn’t expect or want to be in. I was a prisoner, and I became the head of a prison that had in custody many members of the previous regimeߦ.
 That the CIAߦs treatment of Salih continued to influence his behavior was asked to Mr. Al Sharif.
 He replied by saying, ߦthe effects are still there and they still effect my lifeߦ. He says he feels a cold shiver when he ears the music that was played and the memory takes him back.
 
 The fact that those who were abused turn around and abuse is nothing new. Iߦve been reading and studying about this in the abusive ߦfamilyߦ for decades. I would have surely figured by now that we would have long been on our way to breaking the vicious cycle of violence. I was studying that back in the late 70ߦs, early 80ߦs. There are thousands of books written about abuse in the family and the lasting effects and how those abused become abusers. Usually itߦs the males who act out and females who tend to attract abuse or pass on the abuse to their children.
 ߦHow U.S. Torture Left a Legacy of Damaged Minds.ߦ It found at least half of the 39 detainees who went through the CIA’s so-called enhanced interrogation program have since shown psychiatric problems—some have been diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder, paranoia, depression or psychosis. These detainees were subjected to torture techniques such as severe sleep deprivation, waterboarding, mock execution, sexual violations and confinement in coffin-like boxes in secret CIA prisons and at Guantánamo.
 The family system is the smaller Capitalism model of passing down the emotional debt. Itߦs robbing the future generations of what is rightfully theirs and leaving them with pollution that is not theirs.
 
 Iߦm shocked that no one is speaking out about this. Iߦve studied and learned everything I could for decades to stop the cycle and not pass the abuse on but, I wasnߦt as careful about not allowing myself to be abuse. The problem is is that the ground under you has been eroded. You are either an abuser or an abusee. The ߦdimmer switchߦ has been destroyed. You have been trained to be one or the other instead of relating in mutually respectable and dignified ways.
 
 

A Sexual Deviant cop shows up to ߦhelpߦ ߦMentally Illߦ Alfred Olango

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Another ߦmentally illߦ African American person shot dead by police this time in San Diego. 38year old Ugandan refugee, Alfred Olango.
 I want to first start off by saying that I question the term ߦmentally illߦ. A more accurate term would be that these people are the healthier ones and their bodies are having a healthy response to this, nearly uninhabitable society.
 Weߦre killing off many of our already endangered species of animals, we are nearly tipping the health of the environment over the edge all for fake $, so ߦnaturallyߦ the healthier a person is the more they are going to have an adverse reaction to this terribly ill system. Much can be learned if people took the time to stop and listen and understand a ߦmentally illߦ person just like a good doctor would do in order to understand a patientߦs illness before beginning a diagnosis. It should be seen as an opportunity for growth and fitness, not an inconvenience.
 Instead of seeing a mentally ill person in the same way, or anyone who needs guidance and veers off course like a young person who robbed a store.
 The system is the predator  not the solution. The facts are right there. Police would not be killing the public who simply need help. There is NO Help. Itߦs just $$.
 It doesnߦt get any clearer that the ptb are all about $ at the expense of the people. The people are just resources for Corporations to exploit‎. The police are no different. They are a business. That is what they are. There are there to rob the public of their $ and lives. Not to help.
 Itߦs unfortunate that many of the public have to find this out the hard way. How many ߦmentally illߦ  people have to be killed ‎before the public realizes, DONߦT CALL THE POLICE. Especially for the mentally ill.
 Police should have the mental/emotional skills of a surgeon ‎in deal with the emotionally disturbed just as a good parent has the emotional patience to deal with their toddlers tantrums. Police should have the emotional ߦcushionߦ/funds to deal with challenging people. Not be in emotional Debt and overreact in emotional bankrupcy to something they should have the ߦemotional fundsߦ for.
 If no one has the skills then killing people is the result. This is what happens in a $ first society.
 Itߦs this unhealthy, unnatural system that Makes people mentaly ill then preys upon them for giving the blowback.
 An interviewee on a news show today was talking about how there is no help for mental health. I also want to point out that mental ߦillnessߦ isnߦt just some average person babbling and pacing on the street. What people donߦt normally think of as mental illness, although more people are realizing that Wall St, Bankers and Corp owners are, in fact Sociopaths, are those in ߦpowerߦ positions with more FRNߦs (Federal Reserve notes) than anyone could possibly ever digest. There have been seen as people to be admired and lately, more people are realizing they are mentally ill.
 David Koch who blatantly says, ߦI want my fair share and thatߦs all of itߦ. With people like the Koch brothers having all that leverage and not being hauled off to the rubber room, is it any wonder then, that people like the 38 year old African American male in San Diego will express the contrasting Shadow version of the extreme Koch attitude by showing up as troubled? The male in San Diego who was killed by police is like the by product of a system that allows the extreme Sociopath of the Kochߦs and Paul Singer to go un abaited.
 It comes down to fitness. If you make the establishment look bad and unskilled, itߦs YOUR fault! How dare you challenge the police or parents to do a quality job and make them look unqualified?‎ How dare natural law give any feedback that those in charge should actually USE to improve their behavior, like we do when learn to ride a bike.
FACT. Police are there for THEM not the public. The evidence doesnߦt lie.
‎ First, it took the police 50 mins to arrive after being called multiple times. They said it was ߦnot a priorityߦ. Yet, how long before arriving did it take them to shoot him dead? Iߦd bet, a lot quicker than it took them to get there.
2, No gun was found at the scene. Albert had an E cigarette.
3. Olango was not mentally ill. He was simply having an emotional venting episode after losing a friend. Like we all do. ‎The police were made aware that Olango was having an emotional outburst before arriving.
 Only people with millions and billions of fake $, like the Koch brothers and huge corporations who destroy whole populations and the planet, can be mentally ill Sociopaths with impunity !
 4, the cop who shot Olango, Richard Gonzaves, had just been demoted from Sergeant after sexually harrassing a female officer and texting her a picture of his penis. (who is the mentally ill one?) The department rallied around him and he continued harrassing the female officer who was actually on the scene with him when he fired shots at Mr Olango.
 Officer Greer has taken out a second suit for sexual harassment on Gonzaves.
 5 The attorney for the Olango family, Dan Gilleon, said that Gonzaves escalated the situation when Olango pointed an E cigarette.
IMAGINE HAVING PERVERT BOY SHOW UP AS THE ߦHELPߦ WHEN YOUߦRE HAVING A NORMAL EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION.
 I used to work for 911 EMS FDNY and did not feel comfortable when I saw those the public were replying on in their most neediest moments. So I quit.
6. One officer fired the tazer, without announcing ߦTazerߦ, making a loud pop sound, just before the shots that killed Alfred Olango were fired.
 Gilleon said that Olango is not even dead 24 hrs and the cops are ߦcherry pickingߦ the still of Olango that incriminate him and makes the cops look vindicated. The blame falls on the victim. He shouldnthave raised his hands. If the cops canߦt plant a gun on you they will plant a still pic.
 Iߦm always seeing more cases that are exactly the points I was bringing up in the 70ߦs in the abusive ߦfamilyߦ and ߦcommunityߦ.
 This is the exact same scenerio I went through as a child in an abusive ߦhomeߦ with an abusive ߦparentߦ.
 Having the person you NEED to rely on be the aggressor. Escalate situations which drive you, the subordinate, to your wits end of emotional ability then blame you for ߦlosing itߦ.
 What happens all the time in these situations with police and any other situation where people in the power position donߦt have the qualifications ‎or skills and make a situation worse then, blame the subordinate.
 The role of who is supposed to be the professional, the skilled one, the giver and who is in the role of receiver gets deliberately confused and the one who should be the giver acts like the victim and blames the victim. This is classic Dysfunctional ߦfamilyߦ stuff Iߦve been trying to bring out since the early 70ߦs.
 There is no one to turn to. There are not enough truly mature, responsible Adult leaders for people to turn to. There are more needy immature people than there are healthy leaders to rely on, which creates a social environmental disaster. ‎ A psychological vicious cycle that spins out of control. Itߦs just like I lived growing up that people didnߦt want to take seriously. Now itߦs a hige problem. Been warning people for decades about mental health. Knew it was the most impostant thing decades ago.
 The entire police dept killed Alfred Olango when it rallied around him for sexually harrassing the female officer thereby, enabling him to acquire even more momentum in his arrogance.
 Gonzaves should have been fired for texting a pic of his penis to his, then, subordinate officer but, he wasnߦt. Other cops joined in in harrassing her.
 John Snook of the Treatment Advocacy Center wrote Overlooked and Undercounted said,  ‎people who are having an emotional episode are 16% more likely to be killed by police.
‎Why are we not having mental health professionals show up for Emotional episodes instead of police? Snook asked. Police are not mental health professionals. 
ߦIf you call to help the mentally ߦillߦ‎ we will kill themߦ said Amy Goodman on Democracy Now. ߦWhat kind of message is that?ߦ
We donߦt call police for a heartt attack. We need to see emotional health the same way, said Snook. ߦPeople donߦt get care until theyߦre in a crisis. We have to take mental health seriously
Saying this since the early 70ߦs
Mental ߦillnessߦ is simply a health DEBT. Itߦs someone being put deeper into psych DEBT due to lack of healthy relationships and someone there who cares and listens. So the persons needs get swept under the rug and theyߦre treated like they donߦt count. But, nature says otherwise. All people count and are a part of nature

The Rigged Debt system Killed John MacKenzie

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This system is not built or run by legitimate laws, facts or evidence. It dys functions on what ever bullying people in ߦpowerߦ make up out of thin air like fake, debt based $.
 Another story of a complete travesty of justice similar to what Iߦve been saying for a long time from my own experiences since Iߦm 6 years old in the early 70ߦs.  Having incompetent or vindictive people who have control over your life. People in ߦpowerߦ who are totally illegitimate.
 John MacKenzie spent 4 decades serving out his time for killing a cop in 2022 in upstate NY at Fishkill.
 I interviewed his attorney yesterday to be played on  PeoplesInternetRadio.com‎ Wed Aug 24th 7-9pm ET. Kathy Manley is a longtime attorney and advocate for prisoners rights who was helping John MacKenzie appeal yet another denial of his parole. MacKenzie was denied parole 10 times since he reached the end of his 25 yr. sentence in 2022. John MacKenzie was 70 years old and committed suicide after being denied parole for the 10th time.
 Kathy Manley called John MacKenzie the ߦPoster Boy for paroleߦ. If he didnߦt deserve to be parolled no one did. Even the judge, judge Rosa held the parole board in contempt of court for denying MacKenzieߦs parole multiple times. Rosa is quoted asking the parole board that if MacKenzie doesnߦt meet the qualifications of parole than who does?
 Kathy Manley told me that MacKenzie achieved 2 Bachelors degrees while in prison, he started programs with parents of murdered children of which he received a grant to expand.
 ߦGreenhaven shut it downߦ‎, Kathy said. They didnߦt want John to be successful with his program. They donߦt want prisoners being rehabilitated.
 
 Also, Kathy Manley told me that it was the PBA‎, the police benevolent association, that was showing up at every one of MacKenzieߦs parole hearings telling the parole board not to release Makenzie.
 ߦWe donߦt care how remorseful he is, he killed a cop, never let him outߦ, was what Kathy Manley was quoted repeating what the PBA had said.
 So, thatߦs it. MacKenzie paid his debt to society but, itߦs not enough. Based purely on emotion and whims of those in the positions of ߦauthorityߦ, they can manipulate the system to their will. Facts, evidence, real laws donߦt matter. Even if you paid your price, which is more than what cops get when they kill you, no jail time, you can do NOTHING to pay off the debt. The entire system is rigged.
  Like endless fake $ debt that so many are falsely put in today, there is no way out for the average person whoߦs in a debt that they donߦt even deserve. The ptb are so used to having the scale tipped in their favor, not them being there for the people, itߦs just a psych Ponzi scheme.
 This is the point Iߦve been trying to make about the ߦfamilyߦ system for decades. The abuse and psychological/emotional debt transfered to a child by ߦparentsߦ is so subtle and covert.
 If this can happen to grown adults by other ߦadultsߦ in power imagine what a ߦparentߦ can do to a child?
Itߦs basically the same. People in power can literally do what ever they want and thereߦs not a thing subordinates can do about it.  A ߦparentߦ can manipulate a child into emotional debt where the child can never be free. Thatߦs how this sytem dys functions. Thatߦs the ߦnormߦ. Itߦs so accepted as a way of relating itߦs not even questioned. Passing down emotional debt is ߦnormalߦ.
 John MacKenzie had his program of working with parents of murdered children shut down because they didnߦt want him to improve, to rehabilitate himself, to ever be free.  The system sucks the life out of people like many ߦparentsߦ suck the life out of their children. I tried speaking out all my life about being undermined as a child. ‎Abuse in the family system is the ߦnormߦ. ߦParentsߦ are entitled to steal from their child. The flow of currency that should be going in one direction flows the other way instead like an easy bank robbery. If a ߦparentߦ is emotionally unhealthy
And in debt, itߦs guaranteed to happen. Real debt is not acknowledged in this country and turned around. Itߦs perpetuated by design.
 Why is it that we can speak out now about Wall St. Robbing from people, the mortgage scandal and predatory lending but, we never hear anything about the blatant theivery that goes on towards children in their own home by those who should protect them the most? ߦParentsߦ can completely fail at their job and the child is helpless to stop it.
 
 What happened to John MacKenzie happens to innocent children every day by emotionally immature and just plain vindictive ߦparentsߦ. John MacKenzie did committ murder and did his time and deserved to be released. Not have his life manipulated by illegitimate ߦauthorityߦ who get off on having power over others.
  Many children are completely innocent and are framed to inherit and take on the psych debt and emotional baggage of parents. Many ߦparentsߦ feel threatened by their own childrenߦs gifts and confidence. Many ߦparentsߦ emotionally starve their children and keep the child in emotional deprivation so they are easier to control.  The ߦfamilyߦ is a form of imprisonment where a child can never be truly free. If a parent is not healthy and feels fulfilled in their own life they will suck the life out of their child.
 Real parenting is about raising a child to be free. Only healthy people can do that. Who knows what healthy is in this society, especially emotionally healthy?
 Real family and community should emotionally and physically support a child until that child reaches their full level of healthy balance like a ripe fruit. Real parents should be able to help their child reach their full maturity and too many canߦt and donߦt and yet itߦs overlooked everyday until it becomes the new ߦnormߦ.
 The lack of Fitness is this system is incalculable.
 

 From an article by RAPP Campaign, Release Aging People in Prison;Mr. MacKenzie had filed a motion for contempt following a string of parole appearances and denials stretching over 15 years. In 2022, the court had ordered a de novo hearing after one such denial, citing the Board’s failure to do more than rehash the details of the original crime. When the new hearing merely echoed the earlier ones, Mr. MacKenzie sought the contempt citation. In her decision granting Mr. MacKenzie’s motion, Dutchess Supreme Court Justice Maria G. Rosa wrote, “It is undisputed that it is unlawful for the parole Board to deny parole solely on the basis of the underlying conviction. Yet the court can reach no other conclusion but that this is exactly what the parole Board did in this case.”

Judge Rosa also wrote, “It is undisputed that this petitioner has a perfect institutional record for the past 35 years. This case begs the question, if parole isn’t granted to this petitioner, when and under what circumstances would it be granted?”

This is everything I studied about so to BREAK the vicious cycle in life instead of going around in circles.

The Parole board,, really the PBA, uses MacKenzieߦs original crime to continue keeping him locked up. A psychological mind manipulation that perpetuates the past and never allows him to be free of it no matter what he does, no matter how remorseful he is and no matter how many people he helps. That is a total manipulation of the laws of nature, of cause and effect and can drive a person insane.

People were always saying to me ߦget out of the pastߦ when no acknowledgement of the abuse that was done to me ever came or any justice. I was totally innocent and had abuse perpetrated upon me and it was never acknowledged and I was never compensated and yet people expect ed me to be over it. The laws of nature donߦt work that way.

In this case, John did everything he could to free himself from his past by changing his behavior. Exactly what people who transgress should do, what banksters and heads of Corporations who harm people and the environment need to be held to do and what police who murder civilians donߦt ever do! The get away with it then begrudge someone who killed a cop and did his time and then some. Itߦs a total outrage.

The system is out of control with vindictive, immature, deficient people in power.

 

How can people abused by ߦparentsߦ as Children sue as adults?

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Itߦs right in front of us. Itߦs just become normalized that family is dysfunctional and oppressive. Now, so is everything, just about.
Iߦve been trying to speak out on my own about the abusive/neglectful/harmful ߦfamilyߦ system for decades.
 It comes down to the fact that; itߦs Your fault that you are not born with the skills and abilities it takes to deal with all the Debt, psych pollution and assault put on you by this system. You are in DEBT the minute you are born into an unhealthy, and even a fairly healthy family, if the parents are not aware and go along. Families and relationship health have deteriorated like the environment. ߦParentsߦ passing more and more psych debt and emotional pollution down to their children. Itߦs the new ߦnormalߦ.
 Just like the polar bears, too many people are drowning and actually bring it on themselves.
 I was trying to tell people decades ago that the enemy is within. Theyߦre IN your house/ߦfamilyߦ. Unless that fact gets acknowledged and people start working towards better, it will continue.
 Itߦs Mathematically IMPOSSIBLE for people who are born into abuse and neglect to have the leverage within themselves to fight against the very people who should be raising and helping them have the leverage they need.
 Never mind the banks or Corporations selling the people out for ߦprofitߦ. ߦParentsߦ who donߦt have what it takes to raise and give their child the life they deserve to live are part of the problem. The fact is; theyߦre Not Real Family. They are the enemy. They are no different than the illegitimate cop who, because people are trained to trust because of a uniform, has the most potential to abuse.  If any ߦauthorityߦ person has not reached their own level of maturity and responsibility they clearly will not be able to ߦraiseߦ anyone else. Be they parent or police.
 People end up reproducing to take from their child and steal their emotional energy and self worth right out of their child, pulling the rug out from under the very people they should be empowering. The banksters and Corps canߦt do the harm ߦparentsߦ can.
 Itߦs become way too ߦnormalizedߦ for just anyone to have a child. Itߦs become too normalized for people to live way below their level of growth and development.
 People talk about Climate Change and the pollution of the environment and yet the signs and symptoms that we are destroying the growth and development of future generations is glaring right in the face.
 ߦParentsߦ using their children to meet their own emotional needs at the childߦs expense is robbery and soul murder and yet, is not seen as an issue. Itߦs not seen as the blatant illness and moral injury that it is.
 A person born with ߦparentsߦ who cannot and do not meet the non negocialble needs of a child leave that child in a perpetual state of deficiency and addiction no different than any Debtors prison police or entire cities now do to whole cultures of people. They will forever be trying to get their emotional/physical needs met, the required leverage they need and deserve, in any unskilled way they know how. This is basically how our entire system dys functions‎.
 Without a real adult leader in position who has the skills to genuinely solve problems, a healthy grown up  there for the child to lean on, push off of‎ and get theyߦre healthy needs met at the time that nature requires, itߦs just as bad as Texxaco dumping toxic chemicals in the Amazon.
 Whether in prison or out of prison, if this system really wanted people to be raised and be the future we all deserve, they would be. Itߦs that simple. Itߦs crystal clear that the ߦsystemߦ does not want people raised but, imprisoned and enslaved so that Junkie Corporations can get even larger and destroy the planet and other lives even more.
 Itߦs clear that ߦparentsߦ are helping the system suck the life out of their children so the Sociopaths can be even larger while children born have their growth stunted and criminalized for trying to grow to their rightful size and intelligence.
 People not concerned with reaching their full potential and dreams and instead just opt out to have a job and some kids are part of the problem. Fact; the system does not call for or encourage people to be their full, smart, caring self. The system calls for people to only grow to a certain point then stop. Just enough to be a slave and feed and clothe themselves. And the public doesnߦt argue. They accept it. Many accept that they will only have a job and not question ߦauthorityߦ out of fear of losing their paycheck. ‎People have been conditioned OUT of their nature and into man made program.
 All people should expect to be able to live their dreams, to be what they want to be, what makes them passionate and expresses their uniqueness. That self actualization is not an option for many people and many people clearly accept it without resistence  shows the blatant dysfunction, or abusive relationship, our system has become.
 I was prompted to write this blog after reading an article in the Guardian about a 26 year old female who recently awarded 2 million £ from having health problems from nearly drowning when she was 10 years old at a pool. Lifeguards and others who were supposed to be watching her were in ߦbreach of careߦ the article said. Children abused by ߦparentsߦ should be compensated the same way.
https://www.theguardian.com/uk-news/2022/aug/21/woman-awarded-2m-compensation-over-near-drowning-16-years-ago?CMP=twt_gu
 
 The problem with our society is that the more people need help the less they receive it. No one wants to be bothered doing the hard work. The more help someone needs the more likely they are to be blamed and marginalized. Itߦs ALL a matter of leverage. People are more likely to abuse those who need the most help instead of helping them.
 This woman received compensation because her parents pursued the case. The woman canߦt work, she canߦt function at certain things. She does have a partner and a small child which keeps her going.
 Because she has the leverage of good parents she gets the justice she deserves. That means, those who deserve Justice the most,, donߦt get it. That means,, when children are abused by their own ߦparentsߦ, there is NO one to help them, unless a neighbor or relative helps. But, the chances of holding the abusive parents accountable and getting the child the compensation they deserve is rare if ever.
 
 From the article,, Woodland is unable to work and lawyers handle her finances as she does not have the capacity to manage her own affairs. “I can’t even explain what it’s like,” she said. “It affects everything, but you try and explain what’s wrong with you and people don’t believe it ߦ It’s a lonely place to be.”
 This is exactly what I go through every day since the early 70ߦs. If people canߦt ߦseeߦ crutches, a wheelchair or some other obvious disability, they treat you as if youߦre just like them. And this woman has a husband, a child and parents who helped her get compensated. What do you do if youߦre completely on your own and instead of helping you those around you donߦt take you seriously?
 Being injured on the inside like Mrs. Woodland or soldiers and people with childhood abuse with PTSD, who donߦt have obvious visible scars or impairments get treated like theyߦre making stuff up.
 More from the article,,Her mother, Alison, 50, said Annie had been “a happy, confident little girl”. She said the legal action had not been driven by money but to stop it happening to anyone else: “At least I know now that whatever happens in the future she is going to be safe and secure.”

 

The family’s lawyer, Jennifer Maloney, a serious injury specialist at the law firm Slater and Gordon, said: “Annie is a brave young woman who has been forced to spend most of her childhood and all of her adult life dealing with the devastating consequences of what happened. She deserves some peace of mind which I hope this settlement will bring.”

 

I never had the chance to be a ߦhappy, confident girlߦ when itߦs ߦparentsߦ who rob you of your health and give you trauma. Annie was forced to spend most of her childhood and all her adult life dealing with ߦDevastating consequences of what happenedߦ.

WHERE IS THE JUSTICE FOR CHILDREN ABUSED IN THEIR OWN HOMES, BY THEIR OWN ߦPARENTS?ߦ WHERE IS MY COMPENSATION? WHO DO I SUE?

Iߦve suffered with trauma all my life.

 

When exposing a crime is treated as committing a crime, you are ruled by criminals.

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This is the subtitle for George Mallinckrodtߦs book, Getting Away with Murder.

Another story that supports what Iߦve been saying about my own experiences growing up in abuse at home. If I can feel terrified and completely alone, like so many others, in my own home around ߦfamilyߦ, neighbors and people who are supposed to be there for you, on your side, then what is the rest of society have in store for you? This is not complicated. Iߦm just doing basic math here. Looking at the blatant break down of the ߦfamilyߦ. It follows suit with everything that others are speaking out about. Abuse and corruption are the norm. The ߦfamilyߦ is the same as the prisons. A micro of the macro. 
 There is no criteria for health,, especially mental health in this country. Only complete disorientation. People are lost. No compass. The disease of addiction to ߦcorp profitߦ is spreading to the co-dependents underneath. 
 I studied Psych, dysfunctional, abusive relationships all my life after growing up in an environment that left me traumatized and in a health deficiency. There was no mistaking it. It was also the attitude of everyone around me that setting a low bar for child rearing was the norm. ߦYou got a roof over your head donߦt cha?ߦ were things I heard often. The mentality was that as long as you didnߦt have it worse, like the children in Somalia, you were doing good. The idea of treating children with worth and respect so they grow to be healthy and successful was not on the agenda. Itߦs clear there was an attitude of ignorance and not being educated or having healthy self worth. Instead of wanting better of their children, they just pass down the debt and abuse. People in the neighborhood also made excuses for the sub standard treatment but, no one thought to turn things around. ߦYour mother couldߦt raise you because no one taught herߦ, was what I heard, as if that was some legit excuse. No one thought about, Why that was. Why? was that being handed down instead of health and respect. These are the people I was supposed to be relying on and instead theyߦre telling you to your face that theyߦre passing down the debt and I just had to accept it and turn it around on my own. People had and still have NO idea that that mentality is by design to keep the people in line and enslaved while keeping the Sociopaths fed beyond the level of what I can even call sickness. Keep that attitude going for all these decades, like a BP oil spill, and you get the country weߦre living in today where the most vulnerable who are in the greatest need of help get scalded alive.
 Beside any abuse, the larger problem is the denial. Things could be healed and remedied if issues were simply addressed. But, for some reason people love to add more debt to already sick situations by denying them. It is adding debt then adding more debt and even more debt once the denial begins that removes people further and further from reality.  We are Not born this way. This is not the way health and nature work. This is conditioning.
The mentality George and Eyal Press spoke and write about in the prison system is, to a more or less degree, the same mentality in an abusive ߦfamilyߦ. Even at ߦhomeߦ the idea wasnߦt to ߦraiseߦ anyone up. That created frustration in my healthy body that was simply trying to function healthily the way itߦs meant to. The same way the guards torment the vulnerable by putting them into solitary confinement for normal behavior. This drives a person Mad. When your body is being met with the opposite of what it basically needs to get itߦs rightful, healthy amount of momentum, something is wrong. Most people just treat their children the same way they were treated without questioning it. I was ߦraisedߦ with the mentality of ߦyouߦre not going anywhereߦ. Instead of being actually raised to stand on oneߦs own and fly out of the nest like the prisons and the system at large, doesnߦt want to let people be free. Itߦs clear the ptb want permanent slavery. Some people are finally figuring out what the black folk and some of us already know. 
 Weߦre in an environmental crisis of another kind. Deficient, arrested development people feeding off of more vulnerable people. THIS IS THE REAL DEBT. Itߦs the Opposite of the way nature functions. When people do nothing to stop abuse or turn it around, when itߦs seen as normal and accepted, not seen as anything wrong with it, there is something medically wrong with people and those people should be diagnosed with an illness. By denying reality over and over and using $ to buy the reality you want, that is way more mentally ill than Darren Rainey could ever be. Thatߦs whoߦs in ߦpowerߦ.
 
 Itߦs not the inmates who are ߦmentally illߦ, itߦs not Darren Rainey who killed anyone, itߦs the guards, namely, Roland Clarke. ߦHumanityߦ has crossed a line we may not be able to come back from. I call it Mental Climate Shift. Weߦre living in a ߦhumanߦ mental health, Environmental Disaster. Itߦs an avalanche of epic proportions and itߦs picking up speed.
Abuse is everywhere and is the norm now in this ߦprofitߦ over life system run by sociopaths. 
 Sociopaths have made their way into power and have hired ignorant bullies to keep everyoneߦs else in line. Developmentally arrested Bullyߦs are controlling prisons and intimidating psychologists and those there to help the vulnerable. The entire prison is a dysfunctional/abusive environment. Itߦs not just the mentally ill ߦprisonersߦ who are being abused.
 George Mallinckrodtߦs book which tells the story of Darren Rainey, who was a schizophrenic—severely schizophrenic inmate, was locked in a shower stall and exposed to scalding water that was 180 degrees. He was left there for two hours. When his body was found, he had burns on 90 percent of his body. As I said, no one reported that incident, even though it was well known to the staff. The one person who did report it was an inmate named Harold Hempstead. It’s the only reason, actually, that we know that Darren Rainey—that this happened to Darren Rainey and that investigations have subsequently begun into his death.
PRISONS HAVE BECOME THE NATIONS MENTAL ߦHEALTHߦ INSTITUTIONS
How can psychologists and counselors do the job of treating and healing patients when the guards and the rest of the staff are undermining it by allowing abuse to happen?  She got the message, that ߦYou donߦt do anything to offend the guardsߦ, Eyal Press when a counselor, Harriet Krzyzowski, went to her supervisor, Dr Cristine Perez,  with examples of guards abusing prisoners. This is terrifying. This is who is running the show. Bullies. Guards leave her alone with prisoners in rec yards and counseling sessions. Everything comes down to what it comes down to.
 The Counselor and George Mallinckrodt didnߦt believe the inmates when they spoke about the abuse at first. Why is that? Why is the system always automatically Assumed to be in the right? Why do we not believe that institutions and those who work for them can abuse when they are in the easiest position to do so? Why do we not want to believe the powerless?
We live in a collective Status Quo where, unconsciously, everyone is in on it. People AUTOMATICALLY believe in the system and that those running things would never allow abuse to happen. AUTOMATICALLY, those without power are seen as the ones not to be believed and to not be credible.
 As in the cases of the Angola 3 and others like them, HOW can things ever change when the System is AUTOMATICALLY Given credit it doesnߦt have to earn, when the scale starts out already completely imbalanced and the vulnerable have no reinforcment? Itߦs a neverending catch 22 where the vulnerable can never get the reinforcement they need because the credit is automatically handed over without question to the system. There will always be the discarded while the system gets away with it. The vulnerable have to prove themselves but, the system never does. People have to realize that, itself, is the inherent problem. Most people easily surrender to the PTB, to the system without making the system prove itself like people do to a vulnerable individual. It should be the other way around. One individual person has  less ability to harm than people in power or ߦauthorityߦ.
They found out that the abuse the inmates spoke about was really happening. Vulnerable, marginalized people are credible? You mean, theyߦre not the total scum, not to be believed, like ߦDrߦ Perez told Harriet Kryzkowski. The inmates like to make up stories of abuse about the guards. OMG! More people need to be able to see that this is exactly how those in ߦpowerߦ discredit and Get Away With Murder. Thatߦs how people in ߦpowerߦ do it. They pass their guilt and shame onto vulnerable people and make them look like the crazy ones. I know because I lived it. 
 An inmate named Darren Rainy was murdered in Dade Co ߦCorrectionalߦ facility when he was scalded to death by guards in a shower of 180 degrees. 
What I was trying to speak out about at a young age that I went through in my house is now a nation wide epidemic. I knew that if people canߦt even get along in the ߦfamilyߦ and no one does anything to turn things around, how can people get along and engage in healthy relationship skills anywhere? 
 Of course, itߦs not the agenda of the capitalists to care about and encourage healthy relationship skills and, of course, if the PTB donߦt instruct the people to do something they donߦt have the self initiation to do it themselves until it becomes a crisis situation. I was calling for people to come together and organize at a young age and there was no one else besides me who felt the same way I did. Now, weߦre in a crisis, like I predicted 4 decades ago. The abusive ߦfamilyߦ has spread. Abuse and oppression is the norm in and out of prison. 
This is what was written about the murder of Darren Rainey in the scalding 80 degree shower,, from an article in the Miami Herald & the NY Daily News,,
 After picking up all the pieces of skin from the shower that morning, Joiner said a corrections officer directed him to a nearby stairway, where he pointed out more chunks of skin hanging from the metal steps.

The guard asked, “Is that the best you can do?”

Joiner continued to pick up the skin.

“I just kept shoving it in the shoe,” he said. “And then I asked, ‘What do you want me to do with it?’ And he said just throw it in the trash. So I did.”

 
Read more here:http://www.miamiherald.com/news/local/community/miami-dade/article1972693.html#storylink=cpy
The abusive ߦsecurityߦ guards at the Dade Co. ߦcorrectionalߦ facility are running the prison. This is the abusive ߦfamilyߦ ߦgrown upߦ. This is what happens when people do not take emotional illness and imbalances, abuse and dysfunction seriously. This is what happens when people are ignorant to health and nature and do not respect how nature and illness work. Now, weߦre in serious trouble and a billion $ industry is being carried out by thousands of people who are ߦprofitingߦ, sick profit, from the total enslavement, torture, abuse and murder of the most vulnerable people in society.
Eyal Press, reporter for the New Yorker wrote a piece called Madness. ߦThese are people who worked in the mental health ward. When they saw abuse, they have a duty to report it. That’s part of basic medical ethics. And yet, they are, in reality, beholden to the guards for their own safety and security, for their ability to do their jobsߦ

Yanis Varoufakis realizing the Abusive relationship with the IMF

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This is what a large version of an abusive, ߦDomestic Violenceߦ relationship sounds like.

I had to post how Yanis Varoufakis described what was going on at his meetings with the IMF and the EU exposing the environment as extremely dysfunctional and is one of the few people to come out and reveal it. Heߦs saying and describing the same type of scenario Iߦve been trying to illustrate here involving my time spent living at home as a young child. Health people do not mix with unhealthy people and environments, simple. Listening to him speak on Democracy Now on Thursday and when I filmed him at the New School on Monday night, I hear myself.
Who would think the ߦMost Interesting Man in the Worldߦ would be saying the same thing Iߦve been saying for 4 decades. When I expressed truth all my life, I received the exact opposite response because those who should be helping me get somewhere are the very people pulling the rug out from under and theyߦre too blind to see the value of the person they have right in front of them. YV clearly had people on his side when he was young or he wouldnߦt have the common sense and moral compass to step down as finance minister of Greece.
He admitted in his talk at the New School that the people at the IMF admitted the math doesnߦt work in the ߦloansߦ to Greece. There wold be No way for the people to repay. The Greek people shouldnߦt even have to pay them because they didnߦt get the $ from the loan in the first place. In the first loan the German and French banks received 90% of the money, the second ߦloanߦ the German and French banks received 100%, the 3rd time, YV wouldnߦt sign. Clearly YV is used to dealing with people who are on the up & up. His interaction with the IMF and the EU and their dishonesty was obvious to him. Many people would have been intimidated into going along, YV was not. It comes down to healthy relationships. Some people can recognize abusive/ dysfunctional ones when they see them. This is not economics, itߦs health.
 
Here is the link on his talk at the New School where he tells the crowd of 800 people and another 100 or so in an overflow room, that the IMF knows the #ߦs donߦt work but, they are too invested to change it.
 Yanis Varoufakis is told by the IMF ߦYou have to accept our false program to be Credibleߦ.
 
 
 Negotiating the extent of the ߦbailoutߦ and the extent of austerity.
 Whitehouse. Josh Earnest ߦGreece must follow through on structural reformsߦ ‎. The EU has made ߦeffortsߦ, Greece has a responsibility to do that.
 
 This is war. Psych war. Financial fracking.
Go to the Greek banks who got the $. Not the people who didnߦt.
 YV said the 2 elephants in the room are at each otherߦs throats, the IMF and the German gov and are trampling on the little mouse, Greece. There are no structural reforms. Cutting pensions is not reform. Butchery is not the same as surgery.
IMF utterly frustrated with Germany. The IMF knows the Greek debt is unsustainable. They know the #ߦs Germany is imposing on Greece will explode.
IMF ߦ internal devaluation.
 If the IMF shrinks the national income & economy of Greece they canߦt possibly pay a debt‎. The IMF wants to turn Greece into a dessert and call it peace and cull the debt.
 YV is realizing and he says it in his talk in NYC at the New School. He talks about feeling that the little boy inside of him wants to believe the ߦGood Adultsߦ at the IMF know what they are doing, then admits, ߦThe ߦadultsߦ donߦt know what they are doingߦ.
He is saying the same thing I experienced and spoke out about when I was 7 years old. You know when those in power are not capable of being in your best interest or have any intention of doing so. Be they ߦparentsߦ or people working for the IMF or the EU when youߦre the finance minister of Greece, you know when those you are dealing with on not on the same side and working towards the same goal, to raise the people up. Itߦs at the expense of the people of Greece,, NOT in their best interest. Itߦs Abusive and itߦs clear. Like I knew and spoke out about as a child at ߦhomeߦ with those who are not on my side. How can a child possibly stand up for themselves against those who are supposed to stand up for them? You canߦt. The REAL Math with Greece and their ߦcreditorsߦ is the fact that those involved are not on the same side. This is not a difficult thing to realize. Itߦs not the $$, Its those controlling it. No different than an abusive spouse, usually the husband, using $$ to control the wife. Is this economics or is it simply abuse? Itߦs the same thing with the IMF and the German gov. Itߦs not economics, itߦs abuse.
Butchery is not surgery, YV says. Turning Greece into a dessert and calling it peace
The German gov doesnߦt want to talk about the debt ‎then they would have to admit the ߦbailout loansߦ for Greece were for the German & French banks.
 Paul Thompson. ߦWe need an eventߦ. Another crisis, bank closures in Greece to (concentrate the mind) of Merkel.
 Ponzi austerity. Pretend to be growing income on the basis of unsustainable debt. The more debt you take the more you pretend youߦre growing then you take on more unsustainable debt to maintain the illusion that youߦre solvent.
 ߦThe German gov saw me as a major inconvenience because I didnߦt want any $$ߦ said YV. ߦGermany paid too much in the case of the Greek bailout. Largest loan in human history. What happened to that $? It wasnߦt $ for Greece, it was $ for the banks. Greek people took on the largest loan in humn history ‎on behalf of German and French bankers under conditions that guaranteed that the Greek income would shrink by 1/3, this is Grapes of Wrathߦ.
 The bailout of Greece was to save their own banks and present it as solidarity with Greece.
ߦWe are not going to take another euro from a German taxpayers until we stabilize the economyߦ.
YV did to the IMF what I did at a young age, say NO to abusers. Call the scheme out for what it was, people in power who are not in your best interest and are, in fact, the exact opposite, using you. Abusive relationships are abusive relationships, no matter what the size. The Real Math under the fake math.
 ߦWhy I was inconvenientߦ. Protestant housewife. A banker should not borrow more $. I was utilizing the morality of the Protestant ethic of no more loans for bankers ‎.
A Greek finance minister was not asking for more loans.
91% bailout went to German and French banks the first time. 2nd ,100%. ‎3rd, YV not sign, 85 bill. 0% goes to Greece.
2022 greece went bankrupt due to a monetary union not fit in sustaining the collapse of Wall st, city of London, etc.
Private bank losses onto the shoulders of the weakest taxpayers. Greeks knowing the shoulders were weak unable to sustain the burden. Then to the German, slovek and French taxpayer.
 This is exactly the same as abusive ߦadultsߦ , ߦparentsߦ passing abuse or any kind onto the vulnerable child. Those closest to that child have the easiest ability to do it. Itߦs devastating for the most vulnerable to be betrayed by those who are entrusted to look out for them. There is no greater betrayal, no matter what the scale.
How do the most vulnerable stand up without help? REAL HELP?
Great depression with no end in sight. No New Deal.
PTB in Berlin, White house spokesperson siding with Berlin insisting the pretending and extending continue keep up the denial.
ߦWe were elected to say no to ߦcreditorsߦ. No not to an honorable agreement. No to the extending an pretending. Something or someone with Real value and courage has to break the vicious cycle otherwise it would continue because the abuser will not stop.
The PM and the FM not sign on for another spin.
A bank coup.
Greeks terrorized by media. Armagedon if they vote no. ‎Banks close. July 5th 62% No! Energized by Greeks.
PM not so much. Surrender. Surrender to an Enemy document.
Stable dessert or declining depressed state.
Fiscal waterboarding. Different from austerity. Austerity. Self defeating. Fail. Downward spiral.
Fiscal WB ߦ preditory relationship btwn ߦcreditorsߦ & Greek gov.
Creditors lend Greece $, & Greece has to make payments every year. Which it cannot because itߦs broke.
Every 3rd moth the ߦcreditors bring the Greeks to a point of asphyxiation by refusing loans which are necessary for the Greek state to repay them to not be in default. Bring Greece to the verge of not being able to pay pensions, electric bill in schools.
 Just before death you give the victim a gulp of breath, repeat.
 Instead of o2 itߦs liquidity not for Greece but for the torturer to continue torturing you.
Debt spiral.
George Orwell would love the double speak. Greek gov under pressure from the EU to intern the refugees. Instead of treating them like people in need of support, food, medicine, psych help. They get treated as per Brussels, like aliens. Greek gov told in order to get $, intern the refugees.  ‎If u let them free you get not a penny to feed them. NGOߦs looking after them.
Our country has become richer when Greece accepted refugees from Albania.
We want the troika to reign in the French national budget. Greek misery used to France cannot eat cake.
Golden Dawn.

The Economic Hit of the Family

Posted on by CatAprilWatters
When people treat other people poorly they inadvertently ‎make the person the opposite of what theyߦre intending; more creative, more sensitive, more compassionate, more wise, more tuned in, more insightful, more fit, up to a point. After that, they turn bad. Itߦs like cooking. Itߦs either getting cooked, or, after that, itߦs burning.
 I want to write about the micro version of what John Perkins writes about in Confessions of an Economic Hitman. Iߦve been saying the same ting but, about the dysfunctional/abusive ߦfamilyߦ. People tend to think that these kinds of relationships John talks about with the IMF and the World Bank go on only on a large scale. Of course, with the IMF they do but, the same kinds of behavior happens on all levels. Even with the relationships we have right around us that we live in everyday.
 The Economic Hit of the Family system is similar. Iߦve been passionate about discussing and writing about the ߦfamilyߦ for many decades and was always met with resistance. People making excuses and unconsciously maintaining the status quo at their own expense.
I write about this again and again to illustrate the micro of the macro. The fact is; people never leave the family. Unless people truly grow up healthy, which most do not, and have a healthy separation from source figures, people never truly ߦfly out of the nestߦ. They end up taking the dysfunction into their jobs and lives. The boss or the Company becomes the new ߦparentߦ. Nature cannot be ignored or gotten over on. When ߦadultsߦ put a paycheck over doing whatߦs right, they are not grown up, they are under developed. Theyߦre choosing ߦMom & Dadߦ and the ߦsecureߦ paycheck over maturity and emotional growth.
 Weߦre living in a world where people think theyߦre going to tell nature how things are going to go. I see it all the time. Iߦve trained myself to pay attention to it. Most people have been conditioned to put $ over health. This is not going to bring us to a good place. The fact that we live in a country where choosing $ is the opposite of choosing health should tell us something but, it clearly doesnߦt to enough people.
 The obvious fact is. $ is destroying nature. ‎Not only environmentally but, our health, physically and emotionally, relationship wise. How can choosing $ over these things be the path to take?
 Our health and our bodies are meant to function a certain way to be healthy. Efficiently, cleanly, joyfully. Under capitalism, this is impossible because too much leverage is tipped towards too few stealing the rightful amount from the rest of us. This is against the way Nature functions. The ߦfamilyߦ system has become in many cases as it was for me, backwards. The child is there for the benefit of the parent instead of the other way around. Without a healthy family,, healthy parents, the structure of society is collapsing. Children NEED healthy people to lean on when they are young. People who will raise them and teach them morals and ethics and set and example of how to live them. All anything is about today is $$. ߦParentsߦ raise their kids and tell them to go out and make $. Not all thank God, but there are not enough real leaders for the young to rely on who can teach them what being a real adult is about because the ߦparentߦ hasnߦt done it themselves. They have not grown up themselves. The man made $ system is functioning one way while nature and human development are going another. There is No One to Help a child LIFT themselves up. Thereߦs No $$ in it. Human beings are becoming more and more diluted. even though they look like adults, they are children. The job is their ߦparentߦ. An Abusive parent which exploits their labor instead of paying them and treating them what theyߦre worth. There are no opportunities for a worker to move up like used to exist decades ago.
 
 The devastation that is coming due to the deterioration of nature and human development and their unhealthy relationship to fake $ is inevitable.
 If people canߦt understand that nature is the highest intelligence than theyߦre already way off course. Those who worship $ like many Corps do who will bomb, enslave and kill innocent people in fake ߦwarsߦ just to have it are ill people.
 Why is there no mental health for people who have taken over our country and world with their addiction? Why do the masses allow these sick people to gain so much momentum? If we focused on health more and what health actually is emotionally/mentally, even spiritually we would never have allowed sick people to take over.
 I hear so many people say things that are responsible for creating the horrendous conditions weߦre living in today. Many people live their ‎entire lives and never question their attitudes or challenge the way they think. They unconsciously protect the system and keep themselves down. They are literally in an abusive relationship with the ߦgovߦ/Corps. Or, if they know that things are corrupt but, donߦt believe there is anything that can be done then, they do not know their rights and that the system must be dismantled.
 In the documentary film Zeitgeist Addendum Creator Peter Joseph points out the how $ is debt designed to enslave the masses for the ߦbenefitߦ of the few at the ߦtopߦ. John Perkins talks about how the United States Corps, under the guise of ߦhelpingߦ a country, gives ߦloansߦ to that country, tries to buy the leader of that country so a few make fake $ while leaving the rest of the country devastated in fake debt. The people are totally unaware theyߦve been scapegoated. All the people really need to do, like in Greece and what Argentina did for 14 years was not pay it. The debt does not belong to the people.
 
 This is exactly what I ߦknewߦ and have been telling people about the ߦfamilyߦ for decades. The abusive/dysfunctional ߦfamilyߦ functions the exact same way. A ߦparentߦ who is emotionally unhealthy uses their child to fill their own needs instead of the healthy parent meeting the needs of the child. This keeps the child in a never ending emotional debt trying to get what they NEED but do not know how and sets them up for addictions and trying to get what they need in unhealthy ways; dysfunctional relationships for the rest of their lives, chasing $, sex, power, shopping, drugs, etc.
 I think of it like breathing,, the pressure on the outside of the lungs must be balanced by the pressure on the inside in order that the lungs do not collapse. Our relationship to $$ must be the same. We must meet $ with a healthy sense of self and having had our emotional needs met. If someone comes into a relationship with $ not having had their needs met adequately by a parent or a surrogate adult growing up,, their healthy self worth will be collapsing under the addiction to $. Trying to gain more and more of their worth from something unnatural that simply cannot provide it.
The people become so conditioned to believe that $ is valuable, if people do not have or are not given the emotional and self worth to negotiate and keep themselves balanced, the tipping over is a mathematical certainty. In our society, however, someone like a Jordan Belford is seen as normal. No one ever asks why people get addicted to these hedonistic lifestyles. What is it in their past that creates the addiction? Why donߦt we deal with it before things get out of hand? Why donߦt we live in a healthier society?
 I am angry because I was right as a child. I saw and experienced what more and more people are realizing today and I was told I was wrong by the very people who should have been supporting me and giving me credit.
 I write this because if we donߦt learn to live in the Math, the evidence, the facts and reality, like it or not, weߦre done as a race.
 I knew what was happening to me as a child. There was not one real adult around to be a mentor, teacher, leader. I will continue talking about this because Iߦm sick of everyone around me all my life telling me to ߦget over itߦ or ߦlet it goߦ. Telling people who know theyߦre being mistreated and robbed of their basic needs is wrong. This is what has led to the few having obscene amounts while ߦparentsߦ and ߦneigborsߦ tell their children they have to ߦget overߦ needing their rightful share. If we donߦt look at the bad habits that led to the creation of this disaster system, it will never change.
 The people I was surrounded by as a child were ignorant and unconscious. They had absolutely NO idea what they were doing or how to raise a child into a healthy, successful adult. Those around me were turning nature on its head.
 We talk about EXXON, Texaco or BP destroying the earthߦs environment by polluting or through deforestation. But, we never think about how the ߦfamilyߦ system and human relationships are mangled and the exchange between members in the family is completely destroyed by abuse.
 I could feel very early that I was not being treated right and that my health was being severely harmed ‎by the very people who you need to rely on and who should be there for YOU more than anyone in the world.
 Just like weߦre living today with the bankers, police and companies people work at like Walmart, ‎that the relationships are abusive.
 The abusive ߦfamilyߦ and Domestic Violence are now large scale.
 I could feel that instead of me getting what I needed emotionally from my ߦparentߦ, I was being robbed and having my resources stolen by the very person I should be able to trust more than anyone. That ߦparentߦ uses their child for their own needs instead of the other way around. Weߦre living in this disaster system‎ now because of the abusive/dysfunctional ߦfamilyߦ that no one wants to talk about. That those who grew up in them are acting out the abuse and dysfunction on the most vulnerable like a huge abusive Domestic Violence situation.
 I resisted and told people what was going on in my house. First, I was growing up with domestic violence and having my environment polluted as a kid. I was under so much stress and there was no one there acknowledging it or comforting me to at least counter it, that I self mutilated and pulled most of my eyelashes out on the top lid. From the 2nd until the 5th grade I did it. I self mutlilated in other ways too but, that was the worst.
 When you try telling others and the response you get is ߦoh, your poor mother, she couldnߦt raise you because no body taught herߦ, that is the wrong thing to say to a child whoߦs being neglected and adding to their abuse. All one has to do is do the math. A child being told that has no choice but to go into debt to ߦbail outߦ the ߦparentߦ. This is wrong! Children should not be making excuses for and bailing out ߦparentsߦ. Parents should be raising and treating their child in healthy and respectful ways.
 What happens when there is No healthy adult around for a child? Everyone around me had the same attitude, ߦyour poor motherߦ. This is totally wrong! A child deserves a healthy parent. A child should not be told to have to feel responsible for a parents emotional or physical needs. Not only is the child being abused at home, theyߦre being abused by the neigbors who say that and anyone else who does.
 That is pretty much what Iߦve heard all my life. ߦGet over itߦ. That is why the 99% is poor and stupid. You will never hear a 1%er tell another 1% to ߦget overߦ a loss. The people are their own worst enemy because theyߦre too ignorant to see that this is how they devalue themselves and their own children.
 Nature does not and will not ߦjust get over itߦ. This is how detached people are from reality and how nature works. Nature and health will not be dictated to. It DOES the dictating. When the body feels something, it feels it. When a child feels soemthing, the feel it. Only totally incompetent people and cowards who have no busness having children‎ would say that to a child. Yet, they get away wih it everyday while the 1% cashes in. The 1% love GMO ߦparentsߦ like that because thatߦs how they destroy the family and create the next generation of slaves.
 ‎ I was right for decades pointing all of this out, reading, studying about the ߦeconomyߦ of the family and no one listened. People just minimize everything, never stepping up to the plate and taking things seriously enough. Now, weߦre living in a situation I was pointing out decades ago 100 times over.
 Letߦs see if it will work telling nature to ߦjust get overߦ all the pollution. Letߦs see if nature will ߦlet it goߦ of all the fish and sea life washing up on beaches in
‎Panama, California, Japan and other places
‎http://www.end-times-prophecy.org/animal-deaths-birds-fish-end-times.html
 Try telling Nature to ߦjust get over itߦ. When are people going to seriously start changing their habits?

Relationship Debt

Posted on by CatAprilWatters
Most people just donߦt think about it but, when you really look, when you really do the math, itߦs clear how people inherited a debt way of thinking and living. Itߦs clear where the mentality of, you canߦt fight city hall so we just scapegoat the littler guy, mentality came from.
 That is the attitude that most people need to confront and see in themselves. Most people are not raised with the attitude of challenging the system. Theyߦre taught to go along with it. That right there is deadly. That tells us right there how rigged the system truly is. NO ONE should ever be above reproach! NO one should ever be in a position where theyߦre ߦabove it allߦ‎ and never scrutinized while they are endlessly scrutinizing and judging those who donߦt even have the power to do anything ߦbadߦ. Those without power end up being criminalized for healthy mistakes and healthy anger while those in power end up with an excess of their rightful share. It comes down to health. We donߦt  need to be in a work environment to see this, It starts at home. Is the environment healthy?   Are the relationships healthy? Not dealing with after admitting the relationships are not healthy only keeps the problems and the pollution going until it becomes a crisis, which is where we are today.
 This is why Iߦve been telling people about Natural Law and Fitness all my life. Healthy relationship skills in the family and in all situations. NO one should ever be in a position of not being challenged and scrutinized. Ever. It goes against natural law and should be a red flag and a warning of abuse. If people are being brought up to never be allowed to point fingers at parents or parents never admit to mistakes or fallability and admit that their child is correct in pointing something out, this sets the stage for endless abuse and of those in ߦpowerߦ to never be held accountable.
 The first place democracy and healthy relationships should exists is at home. And how often does that happen? If a person grows up in a ߦfamilyߦ where a parent can never be challenged or fallable, never admit theyߦre wrong or made a mistake, that steals from the child. It robs the energy and rights from the child and goes to the parent who doesnߦt deserve it. It can make a child emotionally ill due to having their Rights violated. If someone is right, theyߦre right. Not giving them their due credit puts people into a psych and a health debt they can never get out of.
  If a parent is not healthy and their development is under developed, they canߦt not do this. They will rob energy from their child to finish their development, to feel ߦone upߦ on the child. To finish what ever unfinished business they need to deal with from their own upbringing. If their parent or parents stole from them the debt persists until itߦs satisfied.
Nature cannot be gotten over. This is the Debt Iߦve been studying and trying to get people to look at since the 70ߦs. With not enough leverage because my energy was robbed and recieving so much opposition, I was stuck and still stuck in a catch 22. How can a young person ever have the energy and resources it takes to deal with and go up against those who are supposed to be there for them and be providing that energy and are, instead, stealing it? They canߦt. This is the biggest scam that no one is talking about. This is the biggest ߦPonzi schemeߦ and ߦeconomic crashߦ that no one talks about. I donߦt know why. I guess itߦs not National Security level enough to get high ratings yet it is the most dangerous.
 People do not understand that as time passes and those in ߦpowerߦ abuse it and donߦt get held accountable, like the pollution of the environment, more and more psych garbage will be passed down to the young. This canߦt Not happen, unless a parent is wide awake to whatߦs happening and is actively resisting those in power.
 If those in power were truly powerful and deserving of their position, they would be open and even encouraging the people to hold them accountable. They would be holding themselves to account. There wouldnߦt be this, ߦWeߦre above reproachߦ attitude, ߦWeߦre above natural lawߦ mentality.  Those in ߦpowerߦ should be scrutinized MORE than those without power. The system is completely backwards and right in peopleߦs faces and they donߦt see it because they havenߦt been taught to challenge the ߦpowerfulߦ.
 We need to change our habits Big time and start pointing th finger more and those in power to make sure that when theyߦre poiting the finger at us, itߦs clean and they arenߦt just dumping their own guilt down.
 This was a no brainer when I was a kid. My ߦparentsߦ were not ߦparentsߦ at all. They were literally imposters. People who have reproductive organs and can reproduce does not make them real parents. The standard of quality of real parenting is so low, anyone with a uterus and a penis can copulate. But to truly raise a child to be a real, healthy adult is a completely different story. Most people are incapable. They have not even reached a healthy level of maturity themselves and have grown to full adulthood themselves. The endless reproducing of people who are immature and underdeveloped creates and endless cycle of ߦdilutingߦ Humans. Every generation becomes less and less ߦripeߦ. More and more Genetically Modified. People rely more and more on $$ and think that as long as they have $ and teach their kids to just go out and make $ while skipping over natureߦs process of teaching them and raising them with natureߦs process, everthing is going to work out fine. The problem with this mentality is that itߦs GMO ING human develpment. You either go through natureߦs process or you donߦt. A fruit, a vegetable either goes through natureߦs process o it doesnߦt. An animal either grows naturally or it doesnߦt. We should be living in a world where doing things as close to nature as possible should be the goal. But itߦs actually the opposite. Doing things natureߦs way is too inconvenient, too much bother. Skipping it is the goal. GMO ing it is the goal.
 In an email from the Institute for Public Accuracy I received it talks about a grandmother jailed and an Order of ߦProtectionߦ‎ against her for photographing protestors at an airbase in upstate NY. This is what it said,,  She said today: ߦThe U.S. military killed an elder in Afghanistan on his way to mediate a land dispute. Then drone pilots carried out a triple tap ߦ targeting first responders who came to help after the drones killed the first group of people, and then the next three who came to help. Itߦs obvious that the actions of our government are just creating more destruction and anger. We citizens must stop U.S. state sponsored terror through the use of killer drones. As the whistleblower drone operators stated in their open letter to President Obama, this practice only fuels recruitment to groups like ISIS.ߦ
She was jailed for photographing eight Catholic drone protesters outside the Air Force base from the roadway. End.
 
When are people going to start taking things seriously instead of continuing to have this laxadazicle attitude that the world is too big for the corrption to ever reach me, attitude? The fact that people donߦt respond to injustices like this shows that the corruption Has reached them and has affected their health and sharpness.
 The other night I watched Prison Kids. This is who we are putting in jail. This is what jail has become. A human zoo for those who reveal the corrupt systemߦs dirty little secret by acting out. These kids are just as much a whistleblower as Edward Snowden, theyߦre just presenting it in a different, less privileged language.